Today I woke up super excited to eat whatever I wanted because with the HCG protocol day 1 and 2 are what they call "load" days in which you are supposed to eat a lot of food especially food high in fat. It sounds wonderful...until you reach 1pm and you feel like poo. It is amazing how food can make you feel wonderful or how it can make you feel gross. Ive eaten pepperonis, cheese, coffee from starbucks, mcdonalds, and now more mcdonalds. I dont normally eat like this at all. I would love a handful of grapes. Sweet juicy yummy grapes, but I will follow this diet to the best of my ability, and if that means eating enough fat to give me another butt cheek then so be it, that is what I will do. :o) I am so exicted to start day 3 and on because I feel like this is my time for change and I deserve to have self confidence like everybody else and not have to hide behind my clothes. I want people to see me and think that I could be a role model for them on changing thier lives and living healthy....but first I have to get there. This will be a tough journey for me but I am so willing and ready. Bring it on.....after I eat this big mac.
later gator.
someday ill reach the flowers :o)
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